Testing, Testing

I’m trying desperately to fix my blog so I can find it, not to mention so my friends can find it.  It’s been several months — actually, I can look on my receipt for the exact date my “http://reflectionsonlife.com” blog disappeared from my touch.  It seems that as soon as I made it into a .com address the so-called “Happiness Engineers”disappeared from the help mode.

All efforts to get my domain back have resulted in my being immediately transferred to a web page that informs me my blog name is for sale.  Hmmm, if there was only a way to sweetly say what I’ve thought about these people during my struggles to regain access to my blog.  I have to go in thru what I call a “back door” and then try again and again to fix the problems.  Oh, no, not again!  Three times I’ve lost my work due to this form of greed on someone’s part.  Bottom line here, at least as far as I can tell, is that someone is pirating each of the domains I pay for and re-marketing them.  I shudda figured this out before now, so I accept most of the blame for what has happened.  Just don’t ever pay for your domain or you just might find it no longer belongs to you.  But, even that doesn’t bother me now.  I have them figured out, so I’ll simply cancel everything I have paid for with these folks and try to save this blog for as long as I’ll be able to use it.

Ya see, I won’t be around this ole world much longer.  I’ve known this for quite some time, but it was not this close to the end until now.  Now I feel that it’s time to get my life in order, and the first thing I got in order was my anger at idiots who probably just don’t know any better than to do what they did to me.  I’m not even angry at the person who visited me one day and left with my last $20 in hand.  I’m sure she enjoyed every penny of that money, and it wasn’t as if I needed anything so bad that it would make or break me.  It has to take a desperate woman to be so blatant about her activities, and I don’t even feel stupid about not noticing what she was doing.  Dying gives certain insights that were denied me previously and it is a real turn-on for me.  Life has become the ultimate train ride now and I savor every moment of it.  I’ve been given a  chance many people never have — a chance to say things like “goodbye” and “I love you” to the people who will have to remain here a little longer.  

For the time being, enjoy my orchid. A.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s